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a passionate repentance

Today was actually quite nice until 8:05 this evening. And then…

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Today was actually quite nice until 8:05 this evening.

And then everything went to hell.

I have officially made every mistake I could have made. From misreading my schedule to misreading someone else's report, to not even finding my relief, I have no idea if I *had* relief. The person that I thought was there was not there, I have no idea who was supposed to be there.

Hiding sounds good. Or quitting before I'm fired

On the other hand, I opened the book at random. And read this: Psalm 62 verse 8: "Trust in God at all times, my people. Tell him all your troubles for He is our refuge."

Okay. I am tired and confused and scared. I think it's time for me to go to bed now.
  • Sometimes change falls into our laps. Sometimes we have to be shoved, kicking and screaming and flailing our recalcitrant, stubborn fists, into it.

    It sounds to me as though you're about due for a shift, m'dearling. You're frustrated and exhausted and worried and tearful, and this is not healthy for you.

    What can be done? Is there anything *I* can do?


    'm here if you need me.
  • I'm always poinkable if you want to talk...if I can do anything, even just sit and listen and be with you and not attempt to fix things while you sound it out.

    You know where I am.
    Remember you are loved.
  • :: hugs you ::

    Take care of you. Then take care of the things over which you actually have some measure of control. Then leave lots of little spaces in your life where helpful people, helpful thoughts, and helpful blessings can sneak in.

    They will.
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